spilled milk

Earlier, i couldn't find the right word to describe my emotional status. Upset, is the word. I took a closer look and my pot is completely ruined. I'd left a note but picked it up deciding it'll be better to speak to my roommate in person. I did show him the darn pot and showed him the frying pan i use daily. Suprisingly, i kept it simple and just said i moved my pots and he's welcome to put his where mine used to be. He apologized, said he'll replace it and i told him i bought it online and they no longer have it. I said not to worry and walked back to my room.
Earlier, i was going to talk about how i use the other pans everyday and haven't had a single scratch and how my pans don't need sharp objects and blah, blah but too much words leads to sin so i kept it simple.
I'm still upset but i feel a little better voicing how i feel. I'm not upset because i have to buy a new 2qt. I can go to ross and get one for 15 bucks or 20 or perhaps, i can get what i had for about $29.99 or $39.99 so i'm not worried about that. I'm just upset about the loss of the pan especially considering the fact that i barely used it. i can count the number of times i've used it.

Oh well, there's no need crying over spilled milk. Nothing i can do, say or think can change the fact that the pot has been destroyed for good. I guess i move on and hope the others survive. Roommates, ugh!

It just occurred to me this morning that i use that pot to boil pasta. It's been the best thing for boiling pasta simply because it's got 2 different kinds of drain holes and i tend to use the larger ones for draining pasta right from the pot. No more drining into a colander. I'll miss it and i find it annoying that my roommates response was i'll buy one for you, like it's something that can be replaced. I barely used that pan because i rarely eat pasta but nevertheless, it served a purpose and for that i'll miss it dearly. Considering it's scratched soo bad I can feel the teflon coating hanging on top it when i touch the bottom, i'm going to have to throw it away.

Honestly, the pan looks like the guy purposely took a steel sawtooth-edged knife and just scrapped the bottom like i've wronged him. Now that i think of it, i wonder if he did. I've never seen a pot that vandalized, i still can't imagine what else he did besides taking a knife and just going round and round in that pot.

I could've prevented all these headaches by moving out last year and finding my own little basement apartment or something little. I could've gone home too instead of staying here all in the name of studying for the MCAT. Regrets, they're always too late.