First of all, a moment of silence for my kindle. Got to city line last night only to find it dead. It will be dearly miss. That said, i just called amazon when i got home today and they're sending a replacement. Should get here by tomorrow.
That said, i have to say there's something about center city philly that makes me feel at home and just puts my fears to rest. That's something about going to Daffy's that excites me. Now i shop and i have to say i've blown more than fifteen hundred shopping this past couple of weeks. I don't get as thrilled walking into a shop in MD as i do when i walk into one in philly or jersey. Not sure what exactly it is.
Either way, I'm soo glad i went out of town. Got up yesterday, laid in bed for 5 hours and finally decided rain or shine i was going to go. They'd predicted rain and the funny thing is at no point did i experience rainfall. it may have poured while i was Daffy's but it was dry when i came out. Thing is i feel better. Yesterday when i was driving up i thought 'it hurts. it cuts like a knife.' I tear up know just thinking about it but i think i'm getting over it. Spent the major part of yesterday morning reading several pothead boyfriend stories and the general consensus is to ran.
Being up north helped to take my mind of things. And it made me realize that as much as it hurts, it's really for the best. i'm actually wondering if it's love. I think it just pains me that i can't be with someone i thought i wanted to be with. I'll miss certain things. In reality, i need to focus. Just heard on Castle that if you wanna get to the top, you can't take anyone with you. Back to old times i guess. Back to studying for the exam.
Lord, i'm a pathetic Shopaholic that needs you. I need a savior.
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